Feeling queasy

My nights decisions

More alcohol needed

I need to stop

I told my husband about feeling scared and sad

He asked if my music helps

It’s not uplifting

But depressing

I refuse to live in a world with no heart ache

If someone says it exists

They are lying

He

Feel the chang in your heart

The love others have to offer

The love You have to offer

He is changing you

You are better for it

To not feel so empty and sad inside

To not feel like such a failure 

He will teach you to be strong

He will comfort in times of chaos 

He is the foundation upon which you stand

He will never let go of your hand 

-KP