2 days and 14 hours away. I can’t tell you how blessed we are. All the money and gifts, all the family coming in from out of town. All my family here in town.
I have a constant eager stomach ache (in a good way) waiting for everything to happen. Can’t believe it’s here. I’m so overwhelmed with happiness.
Yesterday the in laws came in and treated us to dinner (we are spoiled), tonight my m-law is cooking dinner for us and the rest of the family arriving today (again, spoiled).
Why do you hide in the times of trouble
Run to me
Confide and confess
Love wont disappear
Even through times of trouble and grief
Cling to the one who cares for you under any circumstance
Cling to the one who never stops loving you
Things are changing
With constant nags
Will always be that way
My brain feels cloudy
My stomach is anxious
Slipping into sweet nothingness
Save me from my enemies, rescue me.
I have done wrong, and I am guilty on all counts.
Defend the righteous.
Be my shield.
You are an honest judge.
I will repent.